hey guys! the truth is that this week was just like dad said. sometimes things are going great and then they all change. !!! i got changed out of my area. i miss my area i loved my area. im in a area call capullanas 1! the chruch is way sweet the area is way cool but my companion is not so great im counting down the days until he leaves ha 5 more weeks. i realy doubt we will baptise any one this change cause we are not way tight. he is elder martinez from las vegas. a greengo. but his mom is mexiacan. its really hard to teach with him and to feel comfortable around him. i love the area i found some sweet people that can get baptised but if we dont have the spirt we can not teach and i havent been feeling the spirt at all this week. but yeah im a nolrmal misisonary im companoin mayor. the compian older. and we have a lot of invegstagortos but we need to work harder i dont know waht to do we allways get in little fights ugh. sometimes i fall short cause yeah like jeus would work iwth him but sometimes i fall way short. i will jsut have to do it step at a time. but yeah im in capullanas. adn there are only 5 elders like in the chruch elders and only 107 went to chruch we have a lot of work to do. but i made a frind the first sunday there with a member james. we went to teach his famly and his sister im so sure she will get baptised. that will be such a huge answear to my prayer. cuase james was counting on me and i prayed to help me teach her adn it went really really well we have a appotimet with her thrusday 7 in the night. and i found another peorsno who went to chruch 4 times in tumbas and then moved. im going to work with here and maybe baptise her and the 8 year old daughter. but only god knows they are blessings for him and i doubt i will revice blessings form him right now cause im not feeling the spirt with my compaion. i dont know what to do!!!!! ugh. but i guss thats the mission. im not happy with my life i need to change. i need to find peace with my comp but i dont know how to i have tried everything. ha i guess just 5 weeks left and endure to the end and work hard. and love the people i teach. but the area im in is worse then my old area its so poor!!!!!!!!!!! mom and dad you should come out to get me form the mission and i can take you on a tour of my mission and where i walked and everyting so you can see it. the pictures dont do it justice its so poor. but i love you guys and sorry i dont have alot to say this week i feel bad and a little sad but step by step i can dot it. i love you all.