Last week in the CCM!

alright 24 minutes to tell you all this week !!!! first of all im so stocked for dad to be the ward mission leader !! thats the coolest thing ever!! do some work with the missionaries!! they all ways need memebers with them in the lessons!!!! so sweet. today i attended the temple for the last time in 2 years im kinda sad but i want to go to salt lake when you guys pick me up. any way i sent a letter home for every one it should get there sometime this week. so my companion wnats to go home. its so hard he wont talk to me at all or open up to me. so i have been trying to just smile all the time and pick him up it has been working. so i havve been praying a lot, and god answeared every one of my prayers i have some simple stories. but i was prying that i could change someones life. so one night a good friend of mine elder herrea came up to me and was like elder libberton im having a really hard time will you help me. so it turns out when i got to provo i had some really really bad nasty dreams and he has the same problem i was able to talk it out in sapinsh with him and help him with it. i bought a picture of jesus in the garden of gethsemane. to look at in the night and it toaltlly helped me! so god answerated my prayer he needed help and so i gave him the picture and wrote some stuff in spanish and it was really cool. cuase god will answear prayers but we just need to demenstrate faith. like i had to stay up and not write in my journal and stuff but it just shows that if we are willing to go the next mile he will place oppertuintys in our  life. so another cool the story the holy ghost yelled at me. i was on a buss going to the temple and it was the wrong buss we went a while and the hole ghost yelled at me get off now!!! so i got off. i got off the buss and i could see the temple. i walked the rest of the way and wasnt lost but it was so amasing some times you cant think you just have to act. so im getting really really really really nervious just to be in all spanish. its going to be really really hard. im scared for the mission field. but i decied to be 100 percent obident so if we cant talk a lot and corespond a lot its just the mission rules. but the rules are a guide to the speirt wich i will need my hole entire mission. the mission leader is so awesome i could sure use a man like dad in my area a good ward mission leader helps build the kingdom of god so much. wow!!!!! so the worm i got is doing some work. im losiing weight. and im kinda sick but this week i learned that its not about me once you searve you lose time and the day is over. its all about service. i love it. i have been to hard on my self and i need to relize that every thing wiill ttake time. and we went out this staurday and we didnt have any success. just door after door no one wnated to talk to us. i got so mad at my self and siad where did i fall short. but i learned a vavlubel lesson. eternity is the time for perfection. so relax if i give it my best i dont need to worry about how or what or who i could have done more its just my best is all i need to worry about. i now realize that god has prepared me for my mission in every aspcet in my life. and im really excited for the fireld cuase like if i just go and do !! the lord will give me some of his children to touch. like its the sons of lehi there will be baptizums! im so excited!!! oh puira!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sorry this week is so boaring. its jsut the ccm and im so sick of the ccm. but one week left hahahahaha. oh boy!!! one week left and then its real!!!!!!! dad i love you. i hope you can still beat me in foosball you are like sick if i get to play all my mission and you are better then me we will for real go to a tournament and play. but i need to give that up as well becaseu you arent supposed to do anything competative really and it gets my addreline flowing. so i think for this week i will nedd to studdy more. and give taht up. well i have seen the atonment in my life all to much. its such amazing gift. and i know its ture. d and c five and 6 i think is it is talking to two peorple about the best thintg they can do in there life is declasre repentance. it is a joy. oh a quick stroy about staruday we did talk to one family but they are like a weired relgion and they said we dont like the idae of baptisums for the daed. and my compereño got in a bibile bash with them. 2 hours later i said i know god loves us and juesu is the christ will you pray like this ... explained they said yes and we left whata night mare hahah. i love you all family you guys are awesome!! i know that christ is the savior of the world. its so amaxzing to me. i see him hanging form the coss, "my god my god why hast thou forsaken me?" a few seconds later the most profound lines in human histroy were spoken. this line broke the only grip satan had over us. "IT IS FINISHED" and he they said into tthy hands i comentce my spirt and gave up the ghost. it is finished all satan has in emnity and that is week. we have all the power in the world if we will give of oureselves and serive and glory god. it is finished. im so grateful for the atonement. im greatful for the plan of salvation. im grateful that you mom and dad say this when you were young and got sealed in the temple. i can live with you and our family and now janane and jaxton and justin for ever- we will all come fourth in that day to be judged but if you pray allways and strive to have the holy ghsot you can and will revice the ultimate gift. if your faith allows. the gift of eternal life. i know jose smith is a prophet of god what power this gives the world that he saw the father and the son! this is my bleoved son hear him! i love you all. im out of time but in the mission field you can send packagaes and all kinds of stuff to me just not the ccm. so yeah oh i love you all and im ready to go to work in the field. it will be a new life. but time flys for me when i dont think of my self so i know i will see you gys soon. or hopfully jesus comes and syas join the chruch of jesus christ of latter day sainst themn my work would be awesome then the end of the world i would be happy with that. hahah i love  you all. and i hope you get my letter soon elder líbbertoñ !!!!! have faith pray always. may the lord bless you all in my absence